***DiNo*Eric***

2004-08-02T15:48:00.000+08:00

Back to basics...!

Find that my 'double blog' thingy and the login gate is a bit too tough and complicated to managed... Rather... It is just plain laziness to go maintain it... Will be posting back to this usual address... Let me know if you have problems with viewing it as Blogspot is giving me many errors...

Changes are inevitable in life and my life is changing at an extreme rate this particular week... Update you guys again when I reach home... Currently waiting for Darius to knock off from lessons to go home together with him... Finally found someone who stays close enough to me to take that long journey of train home... Aww... How nice......

Alright... Talk to you guys again! Cheers!

2004-07-26T09:04:00.000+08:00

Updates...

Sorry guys, it's been so long since I last updated my blog and thus, sincerest apologies for that. Well... Lots of events took placed the past week but ain't gonna highlight all of them... As it will make the post ultra long and long winded... I'll keep this short and sweet...

Thursday

Had my Culture & Communications lesson... Enjoyed it a lot... Kept teasing Daniel Teo during lesson... Jokes was all that filled the lessons and it was me and him who keep cracking jokes to 'suan' each other... Haha! The lesson was pretty easy, just require me to type a formal letter and explain the format (sounds like secondary school revision huh?) Haha... The long day continues after school as I need to complete my CCA's (otherwise known as IG in Republic Poly) 'Fabric' by the end of the day. What do I mean by Fabric? Haha... As usual, Republic Polytechnic came up with this stupid idea of copying concepts. This time round, they copied the idea of Channel NewsAsia's 'Fabric of The Nation' and came out with 'Fabric of The Republic'... haha... Which all IGs/Schools/Centres need to do their part by creating a piece of 'Fabric' which represents them and then submit it for 'Patching'... The 'Fabrics' which are received will then be patched into a big piece of fabric and will be hung on the one of the school towers... Sounds cool? Not so to me... haha... I stayed in school up till 8.20pm at night to finish this holy piece of crap... haha... But it was fun afterall... Hehe

Friday:

Skipped school as I overslept =x Enterprising Skills Module! It's one of my best module! Hehe... Regretted my decision of not setting the alarm clock... haha... But went to school in the afternoon for an important meeting for SCEXCO... (Oh... forgot to inform you guys that I got into the Republic Polytechnic Student Union Executive Committee successfully... hehe...) BUT! When I reached school at about 3.45pm, I was told that the meeting was postponed to Monday as the meeting chairman was down with food poisoning and is not coming... *&#*@^#&@ So pissed off! Haha... So I virtually skipped school, then went to school in the afternoon just to use the internet for 30 minutes then go home after that... Pissed? Yes I am! &(*#^!#&*%*^#$

Saturday:

Hosted in the afternoon, but received some bad comments from some unappreciative listeners regarding dedications queue and songs that are played on air... But nevermind... I tolerate... Ended the hosting session earlier than I wanted to... Was chatting on one of the IRC channels for the rest of the day... Until night time... had a another heated arguement with my always unreasonable brother and I stomp out of the house... Spent my night over at the place of a friend I just came to know from the IRC channel who is a Myanmar/Chinese mix guy... Thanks Thomas for 'housing' me that night... Hehe...

Sunday:

Made an important decision after hosting in the afternoon... A bunch of new listeners who god knows where they came from, came to Touch512's IRC channel and stirred trouble... They themselves made some very negative and nasty comments and stirred the other listeners interest to do so as well... Which totally angered me... What wrong did I do on air? I don't think I made any mistakes... They are just picking on me... I ended the session immediately after I received these unappreciative comments and have decided to go on a long break of 2 months... Announced on air regarding my upcoming absence on future weekends and then these people who made trouble began to feel guilty and started apologising in the IRC channel... What's the use of crying over spilled milk? Sorry to say... Their apologies weighs nothing to me... For the whole of the day, I wasn't in a very good mood... Went to buy a prepaid SIM card from Starhub as a temporary line while my Mobile Phone line is under termination... (By the way, the termination will last for some time as I am really tight for cash... Internet bill... Mobile bill... Haiz!) Sent an SMS to Louis whom I came to know through the forum at about 6pm... The SMS chat thingy lasted until 3.30am in the morning... haha... That SMS chat made my day much better! Hehe... It was an enjoyable day but the enjoyable part came only in the later part of the day... hehe... Thanks Louis! *hugz* Hehe...

Today:

Came to school with 'E' today... SMS him at 6am and found that he didn't sleep last night as he was rushing his assignments... Was thinking of preparing breakfast for him to perk him up a bit but he says he will take his breakfast (which I doubt so...) so ended up not preparing it for him... Met him at Sembawang MRT at about 7am... Then took the train down to school with him... It was another enjoyable morning and the trip seems short with his company... hehe... Wonder why but each time he accompanies me for the journey... The sky will be clear and bright... If he didn't... it would always be raining... *wierd* Haha...

Having my Visual Basic Module now... Can't understand a single thing he is saying... Or rather... I wasn't even paying attention... haha... Damn pissed with the facilitator next door... Shoot an email to Glen (CED's Chairman) to complain about this bloody rude facilitator last week... Fooking Ang Moh... Think he from America then big shot ar? He can shoot email, I can as well... Thanks to Glen for not looking at the case one-sidedly... Haha... RP is so unfortunate to employ such a facilitator... TO HELL WITH KEVIN CARLSON! Haha...

Alright... got to start reading and understanding the codes already... If not later submit shit again... Haha... After school still got meeting... Sian 1/2... Currently waiting for Louis's SMS... Haha... Don't think he has woken up yet... He sure is tired... Awww... Alright... See you guys around... Take care! *Wink*

2004-07-21T08:17:00.000+08:00

Rainy Morning... Boring Journey...

It was yet another rainy morning with rain falling over many area... Woke up from sleep and immediately switched on my laptop and log on to the net to send 'E' an SMS using Starhub Web SMS System... Sent 2 messages to 'E' but received no reply... Guess E is still asleep then... Was so disappointed after waiting for some time... Left home quite late cause of that...

The journey on the MRT was long and boring... Not much people on the train unlike the usual situation... My mind was on 'E' all the time... hoping to see 'E' enter the train at Sembawang... disappointment was an anticipation and the disappointment came true...

Rainy morning... Cold... Boring... Disappointed... So here I am in school... Cognitive Processes & Thinking Skills Module... tough problem today... Guess I just got to work hard on it... It's been some time since I last worked hard in school... Time to start working hard... again...

2004-07-19T08:16:00.000+08:00

A Happy Morning~

This morning was exceptionally bright and cheerful for me... Haha... Took the train with an 'ex-crush' of mine... Haha... Hmm... Rather a 'crush' of mine ba... It's not a rekindrance of feelings for my crush, 'E' but I think all this while, feelings hasn't fade away... Hehe...

The journey to Redhill (or Dover for my 'crush') everyday is filled with boredom everyday... The daily morning rain added to the ordeal... But for the first time I see the sun shining brightly today morning... Hehe... Coincidental? Maybe not... Haha... Maybe it is just meant to be...! Hehe... Will be taking the train with E every Monday, Wednesday & Fridays... Hehe... Looking forward to every Monday, Wednesday and Friday morning... Haha!

We talked about countless of stuffs revolving around our school and the internet... Was enjoyable for me... Wondered if E enjoyed it as well... Maybe I made E bored... Haha... *Wonders*

Haiz... But speaking of my crush... It's impossible between us if you know where I am coming from... some people will know ba... Let nature takes it's course... I guess that is what I can do... But being hopeful is a good way to push myself forward everyday...

2004-07-18T21:37:00.000+08:00

Bored... Tired... Lethargic...

Alright! It's Sunday again, I have once again, slacked my weekends away... Some hiccups on Touch512 server on Friday night and Saturday Afternoon... Kinda annoyed by it... But remained optimal about stuffs... Did I succeed? Yea! I did! Haha... For the first time I understood the whole situation and remained calm? Haha... Well... Maybe I am starting not to be bothered too much... Haha... Was asking myself this question today... Why does my life revolves only around Touch512? God knows that answer... But I am not going to give up........ yet!

Touch512... Speaking of it... Things are getting bad... IRC wise... Chatters is dropping to a low of 35... Listeners rate wise... Dropping too... But still maintaining the position as the top online station... Been trying hard to pull the rate up again... hosted 3 sessions within these 2 days, managed to pull the rate to about 60+ listeners... Glad to see An Qi joining the DJ team and she managed to pull it back to 70+... Great job she did... Got to get more new Deejays into the team... Auditing 2 new Deejays next week... Hopefully situation improves and of course... i hope STIX don't screw things up... again!

Received an email from Dr. Loke yesterday... This is what the email says:

"Dear students, There has been an administrative error in the e-voting process of club MC and EXCO member. As such,
we would like to ask you to do the e-voting again next Wednesday (21/7/04). To ensure fairness to
all candidates, all the votes that you have casted today (Friday) will become void! Please vote again next Wednesday even if you have voted today.

Once again we like to apologize for the hiccup and any inconvenience caused. - Dr. Loke Han Ying"

I was like... DUH! Voting has to be done again and Friday's votes will become VOID?! *grumbles* Why does RP have to screw up all the important things and why every 'not-so-important' things will forever run so smoothly? Oh well... I was hoping for the result of the voting to be out by tomorrow as promised! But... Oh well... I don't know when the result will be out now... Why can't they do the re-voting tomorrow but on Wednesday? Oh my goodness... What a waste of time! *rants non stop*

Enough of ranting... Anything nice happened this weekend... Hmmm... Sorry to say... but NO! Haha... Went to meet a 'prospective partner' last night... It was pure disappointment and anger too... Oh my! STOP! Don't ask me why! *grumbles again* Oh well... maybe if you ask me in private... I will consider telling you... WAIT! Read the fine prints first! CONSIDER only... hahaha!

Kinda satisfied that I have cleared 70% of my URGENT starhub bill.. Hopefully my phone is able to get restored by next weekend... Still need to cough out $47 bucks to settle the full bill... *cough cough* Guess I got to further tighten my belt to save that $47! Haha... guess shouldn't be a problem... Already 'starved' myself for 2 long weeks to cough out $120... Haha... One more week to go! Haha... Encourage me yea? Or perhaps you could spare me some packs of instant noodles to help me get through this tough time? Hehe... Well... Actually... many kind souls out there offered their help on my bill... You know who you guys are... Thanks a lot... But I want to settle this on my own... I landed in this situation all because of my own doings... Hehe... *WARNING: Overusage of mobile phone will result in 'extorbitant' bills!* =x

Since yesterday... Many people have been running to me and telling me...

"Hey! Lee Hsien Loong will be taking over as Prime Minister on the 18!"

And my reply...

"No big deal! Still the same bunch of people running the government right?"

Haha... What does that imply? Let you figure on your own... No convenient for me to comment in this 'mouth-stuffed' society... Haha...

Oh... Was listening to some tracks by F.I.R... Was facinated by their work... Songs such as Fly Away, Lydia, Ni De Wei Xiao and Wo Men De Ai... are nothing else but superb! Especially love their track - Ni De Wei Xiao... next time post here for you guys to have a listen to... Great music they have... Another track that facinated me today... Haha... You guys must have heard about this guy called Gu Dan Bei Ban Qiu by Ou De Yang Ocean... there is now a 'reply-version' sang by a female artiste called Lin Yi Chen... Nice track of the same title! hehe... English tracks wise... Hmm... 'Shane Richie - I'm Your Man' caught my attention... An average track... But sounds pleasing enough to me... hehe...

Was taking 'short glances' at NKF Charity Event on TV now... But not really supporting... Only made a $5.25 call... Why is that so? Hmm... My two cents worth... The performances are great! The Mediacorp staffs are really working hard and some even risk the chance of hurting themselves... Some even risking their life... But then again... Think! NKF gets so much funding but yet spends so much money to give out as 'rewards' for kindness... I feel that these 'rewards' can be put into better uses such as saving the kids... If Singaporeans are really kind, they should donate with their hearts and not donate for these 'rewards'... I feel these rewards are redundant! Yes! You might say... Some 'rewards' are sponsored... but why can't these sponsors donate these 'rewards' to NKF directly? Questionable huh? Oh well... I give them a benefit of doubt... Made a $5.25 call... And that is all I am going to do... Not that I am not compassionate... Just that I have doubts on the charity show... Personal view is that NKF is not 'transparent' enough on their fundings...

Wow! Seems like an ultra long entry today... Got to go type some emails and ZzzZz soon... Schooling tomorrow... Oh well... Visual Basic... Die! haha... Sure don't know how to do one... *faints* Good Night!

2004-07-16T21:45:00.000+08:00

Cancer 14 July - 20 July

Married/Attached Cancerians this week will have an increased chance of having an affair behind your partner's back. Single Cancerians will see an increased chance of interaction with your admirer, bonding two of you closer and making you fonder of him/her, creating a 'struggling' impact in your mind. But the sad news is that you will continue to be admiring than be expressing your love. You also continues to maintain many good relations with 'potential partners' but your main concern will still be your 'ultimate admirer'. Sadly, your love for your admirer will not blossom just as yet.

2004-07-16T08:19:00.000+08:00

True? Not True? Comment on it! Let me know!

Cancer is a WATER sign.

You are a strongly career minded person, and this can sometimes gets in the way of relationships if your partner is not dedicated. On the interpersonal side, you show a lot of compassion and people will come to you with their problems as they recognise that you feel deeply the needs of others. You are a sensitive nurturer and makes a great parent and leader.

Planetary Ruler: Moon
Compatible Signs: Scorpio, Virgo, Pisces, Taurus.
Cancer Gemstones: Emerald, Green Adventurine.

2004-07-15T18:40:00.000+08:00

Election + Sheikh Haikel + Press Conference = A Busy Day!

My busy day began as a rainy day... Was raining on my way to school... Lucky I had my umbrella with me... So I am not wet in the rain... Reached school and had my Understanding Test for Enterprising Skills... Because I was absent for one lesson... Some questions appeared to be difficult... But I was lucky enough to have downloaded the 'model presentation' for the lesson to refer to... So it was pretty fine... But the questions are pretty tricky... What's more? There are problems with the questions itself... Repetitive options in the Multiple Choice... But overall still fine...

Then I had my Culture & Communications class... Today's problem was something that I have not done before... Holding a Press Conference... The problem is about Republic Polytechnic soon coming to 2nd year anniversary and thus, we are to open a Press Conference to talk about RP, PBL and the different aspects of 'Life @ RP'... Lucky I was the questioning team... But coming out with the questions are already headache enough... Rushed the questions out as soon as I can because I need to attend an event at Annexe Hall at 12noon...

So speaking of the event... What was it? Sheikh Haikel was in RP for a little event called ';play@RP'... It is a joint event by Starhub and RP to promote legal downloading of songs on the net on the PLAY@STARHUB website... Per song is $1.99... Got this goody bag from Starhub with a sucky headset, a Starhub Prepaid Phonecard and also 2 CDs... Inside got nice song wor... Hehe... Love the songs in there... Haha... Then Haikel also performed a song live at the hall... It sounds perfect man! Proud to have great artiste like him in Singapore... But one thing is that I got no bloddy idea what song that he sang... Haha... Didn't catch that funny title...

Then after the event, rush to the canteen to have a quick bite then rush back to class to complete my 3/4 done presentation questions... Rushed the questions out the presentation started... Presentation was exciting... I shot a lot of questions... Hopefully no one gets offended... *prays*

After the presentation, rushed my Reflection Journal and my evaluation out and then rushed down to my CCA meeting... or rather... IG meeting... Haha... Then after the meeting... Had my election rally... Rally was pretty cool... Everyone seemed cooperative enough... Only a couple of questions were posed by the Vice-President as well as the club advisor... But these questions are managable... Happy with my performance... But whether I get the job will depend on the referee already,.. Well... I have done my best already... So I guess there is nothing much I can worry about... Haha...

Now slacking at Student Union room... with Yan Xiang Kor... Le Tze and Vivian... Finally a short rest after a long day... Haha... Feeling a bit feverish... think I caught a cold... Been sneezing all morning... See if condition improves tomorrow... Maybe not coming to school tomorrow... but tomorrow for Elections Voting... Oh well... Haha... Guess I got to come... Haha... Alright... see you guys again! Remember to tag! *Grinzz*

2004-07-14T09:49:00.000+08:00

Dizzy... Very Very Dizzy...

Feeling very dizzy now... Haha... My marathon is still on going... Coming to 48 hours without food! The last meal I had was with Samuel... 2 days back at 1pm... ahaha... Current tally... 45 hours! Daniel says I am getting thinner... But I don't feel a single bit... I feel that I am growing fatter and fatter everyday... Took a picture of myself on my handphone today... It further convinced me that I am growing fatter... Haiz... I guess I am really growing fat... But am going to eat later... Daniel is pulling me for a lunch... he told me he's suffering from 3 stupid ulcers... must control him from eating heaty food later... Maybe get him some noodles...

My mobile got fully terminated from yesterday... Realised that the 'STARHUB' display on my standby screen have changed to 'INACTIVE SIM'... Haha... so now... I am virtually cut off from the world... No handphone... Let's see if I can do without it... I doubt the possiblilty of it man... Speaking of it... Lao Ban Vincent was really lucky... Just before the termination, he was on the line with me talking about Touch512's progress and stuffs... Haha... Not long after he hung up... The line got terminated... Haha... kewl... So here's a public announcement! My mobile phone service have been terminated! Both outgoing and incoming communications cannot be received nor made... But do not erase my number! It will be restored earliest by end of next week!

Today's module - Cognitive Processes & Thinking Skills... My favourite straight A module... Haha... furthermore with a young and pretty facilitator... What more can I ask for? Haha... She's ever so lively and so vibrant... bringing smiles to everyone in class... No one can beat her for that... the best facilitator in RP without second thought would definitely be Ng Hui Teng! Love her lessons lots... Haha... Not only me! But everyone as well! She's just great! Haha... But now, first meeting, everyone's missing in action already... Only 3 people in class now including me... Haha... pathetic... everyone's eating like as though they have never eaten anything before... come on! It's just the first meeting people! Haha... Learn from me! 48 hours 1 meal... LOL! Nah... I forbid you from learning this from me... you get it? Good! Haha...

Kinda have gotten over my sad and moody mode... Haiz... If sadness can only be eliminated totally... Haha... Been missing a lot of people lately... Wonder if they are reading my blog... People like Linus... Danny... Jave... Jim... and lots more... It's just too many for me to name em all... But these 4 should be those I missed the most... Oh man... Can't wait for my phone to be restored... I really need to contact them before they starts ignoring me... Sorry guys... Really unable to reach you guys... I'm like 90% of my day out of my home... So without a mobile... I am cut off from everyone... Argh! Feel so isolated now! Damn...

Haha... It's been long since i last posted such a long winded entry... guess i am back to normal? Maybe not... Aiya... I am in a state of ultimate confusion! Keep away from me yea? Wahaha... Opps! Hee... *bleah* Hehe... lalala... Haha... Sorry... Crazy le... Cya!

2004-07-13T12:36:00.000+08:00

Slacky & Sad Day...

The most boring day of the week - Tuesday! Yes! Basic Science... Right up to today, I still don't agree that Basic Science has got anything to do with Information Technology! Though Samuel Kor have explained to me... Understanding is one thing... Having to agree with it is a totally different case! Somemore I received my first ever 'C' for my daily grade! And just nice it got to be Basic Science Module! Fuck it man... This was partly the reason why my mood for lesson today was dampened... Hate the facilitator... Hate the module! Hate myself even more!

Didn't do anything today... totally dependent on my team mates to get the job done... Haiz... I really dunno what to do...

Felt sad... then Yan Xiang Kor messaged me... scolded me 'fuck la'... Made me more sad... Why? Why am I still living on this cruel world... this meaningless... heartless... cold and stupid world... Can I just bring myself out of this world? CAN I???

2004-07-12T16:15:00.000+08:00

Sad........

Never posted a lyric before... But sadly.... This song tells my feelings... my mood... Sad... T.T

Artist: Toni Braxton
Title: Un-break My Heart

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The nights are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked outta my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart

Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss this pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked outta my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked outta my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many, many nights
Un-break my

Un-break my heart
Come back and say you love me
Un-break my heart
Sweet darlin'
Without you I just can't go on
Can't go on

2004-07-12T14:01:00.000+08:00

Relaxing Day...

Today's module was Basic Numerical & Computer Applications... Used to be a rather tedious module due to those farnie looking codes... But today, No Daily Quiz, No presentation... Very nice... Haha... We only had first meeting which ended at about 9am then a long break from 9am all the way to 1.30pm... Haha... Now doing Reflection Journal... Haha...

Later after lessons got Clubs Management Committee and Union nominee briefing... Hehe... But it's so late at 5pm... Haha... lesson ended liao... 2.23pm! Haha... Oh well... Gonna slack until 5pm lorhz... No competitor fighting with me for the post... Have some friends who are running for Exco post too... like Zack, my PDP mate as well as Kenny... My 'school'mate... Haha... A kinda close friend ba...

Looking forward to the post... Hmm... Kinda exciting... Haha... Oh well... Gonna get back with my Reflection Journal... update you guys on the briefing later on ba...

2004-07-11T23:26:00.000+08:00

Boring Weekend...

Stayed home the whole of these 2 days... Boring? Maybe... But it's a good opportunity for me to rest well to prepare for the upcoming week... Hosted yesterday... Rate was average only... Nothing very impressive... Haha... Guess my hosting skill getting worse... Haha... Feeling down yesterday... Duno why... felt very moody... Haha...

Today? Supposed to go Suntec today for Bluesky Carnival with Yan Xiang Kor... Sorry Kor... kinda flew your aeroplane today... Haiz... Kana grounded today... My mum duno why in bad mood then say I cannot go out lorhz... Haiz... Missed RP Dance.Republic and Music.Republic performance today... Sao sad... Oh... I hosted at home instead... and used a new programme... Getting the hang of it... It is called SAM2 Broadcaster... Very nice programme... Haha... Today's rate was better... around 70 plus listeners... quite satisfied...

Just finished talking to Yan Xiang Kor on the phone... came online to update blog and gonna go sleep soon... Just received news from Senior Bernard that no one is fighting with me for the CED Union Post... is that good or bad news? Haha... Duno... *shrugs* gonna go rest liew... Tomorrow is a short day... But still need rest la... haha... Good night everyone! *Grinz*

2004-07-09T20:37:00.000+08:00

Fallen Rock From My Heart...

After struggling for so long... I finally submitted the EXCO nomination form... Is it a right thing that I have done? Or maybe not? Aiya... Heck... Since already submitted... What for bother? Was actually pondering over to submit or not... Finally Daniel accompanied me down to OSC to submit that form... Oh well... Guess... i'm going for it?

While updating this blog... My dizzy spell came back... It's been 3 days... I keep having dizzy spells... Very very dizzy... I really don't know why I feel dizzy... Feeling a bit terrible now... Like going to faint? What is this man? Another illness? Can't I just die?

Too dizzy to continue... Waiting for Yan Xiang Kor's call... Will update tomorrow...

2004-07-09T09:53:00.000+08:00

Giving Up?

Today's the final day to submit the forms to join the Student Union and Clubs Management Committees... but I still haven't decide on whether to join or not... Should I? Should I Not? This question is still spinning and spinning in my mind... So confused... So lost... Furthermore I am not in the right mood to make a decision... I know what my heart is craving for... But the thought is there... The mind is weak... Maybe I am not really cut out to be a leader... Maybe I should just give up all my leadership duties now... Touch512? Class Rep? Giving up? Dunno... Someone pelase enlighten me...

Life is tough... Life is never a bed of roses... That's why I changed my blog title and also gave my blog a facelift... like the new look? hate it? Let me know... Maybe I should just terminate this account and stop blogging too? Maybe I should just lead the simplest life I ever know... Go to school... Reach home... Sleep... Then repeats the cycle the next day... Is that what I want and what I crave for? Who really knows and who really cares? No one?

'Better off dead...' This sounds very familiar... sounds very true as well... Why am I typing all these shits again? Am i going into depression again? No? Yes? Huh? What's all these man... Why am I so lost and so down... What the fuck happened to me... Why is my mind in a whole mess now? Lonely? Guess so... Sad? Maybe? Argh...

Lesson Lesson Lesson!!! Everyday also need to attend fucking lessons!!! Somemore doing a debate against a guy whom always never fails to shoot at me in class... Fuck! Everything crashing down on me... Wad the fuck! Argh... -Gone-

2004-07-08T14:57:00.000+08:00

Should I? Should I Not?

Today's an relaxing day... Had my Culture & Communications module... Supposed to interview 2 facilitators and a student then film it in Videocam... Managed to interview Mr Friso, my Proficiency Development Programme facilitator... Also my current Basic Numerical and Computer Applications Module Chair... He's really friendly and approachable... Very cheerful, friendly and interesting guy... Interviewing him was a breeze... Easy job... Haha.. Just like a normal chat with him... Casual and relaxing... Gonna do presentation soon...

Celebrated Elaine's birthday during the 2nd breakout... had lots of fun shooting pics and sabo-ing her... such as pushing her face into the cake... Haha... Yan Xiang joked (or he may be serious?) in signing me up for tonnes of club and activities...

Should I? Should I Not? Yan Xiang Kor asked me to run for election and join Union... Should I? I feel like I want to... But then dunno if I should... I wanna make myself busy... I wanna find more things to do... I wanna help the school... I wanna do so many so many things... I know I want it... but should I do it? Really lost and confused... Advice? Anyone?

Yan Xiang Kor is feeling down now... He says he's going to JP alone... Wonder how is he... Worried for him... Hope he feels better soon... sometimes I guess feel so useless... not being able to help... Why am I so useless? Bringing back to the topic of whether to join Union or not... Am I really competent enough? How can a useless guy like me able to help the school in the Union? Haiz...

Several things on my mind now... Maybe I should start praying... Hoping Touch512 server to be properly running soon... Hoping Yan Xiang Kor will feel better... Maybe hope he will call me and talk to me... Hoping my studies don't go downhill anymore... Hoping I find the answer to my question soon - Should I join Union?

Presentation is starting... See you guys around...

2004-07-06T13:58:00.000+08:00

A Dinosaur Soft Toy?

Didn't go to school yesterday as I was suffering from a terrible toothache... the the extent of a swollen cheek and swollen gums... so painful... But the swelling went off in the afternoon... Thanks everyone (especially Daniel) for your concern!

As I didn't go to school yesterday, Daniel couldn't pass me my birthday gift... Haha... Felt to bad... He delivered the gift all the way to Yishun after his lessons for me... Really felt so bad... Daniel... If you are reading this... really really thanks a lot...

After receiving the gift... I opened it up and it was a Dinosaur Soft Toy!!! So damn cute I tell you! Haha! Daniel says it's suitable for me... Does it mean it look like me too? Haha... Nah... I'm not that cute though... Haha! It's really so cute that I hugged it tight to sleep... Hehe... No joke! But... If I look like that Dino... does it mean I got a big tummy? Oh well...

Back to school today le... Stupid day... Basic Science... Couldn't be bothered... Haven't done anything for the day... My mind is on Touch512 totally... wondering if the server migration is progressing fine... thinking if the channel is chaotic... Vincent rang me just now... But couldn't pick up as the facilitator is in class... Could not return call now cause my handphone has been suspended... Wonder what is the call about... is it important? Anything wrong with the server? Oh my... I'm really worried now... *Moodless for lessons*

Anticipating a 'C' for my performance today... Never do anything at all in class... Guess I deserves that 'C' for my poor level of participation... Oh well... All I hope now is that the server migration goes well and the station can climb back to normal again... *prays*

2004-07-03T08:16:00.000+08:00

A Memorable Birthday

Hmm... Virgil organised a little gathering as a birthday celebration for me (so sweet!)... So yesterday after school, met up with Linus for dinner, haven seen Linus for some time... since he left for his Korea trip I think... It's always nice to see him around... haha... took an MRT to Chinatown and walked down to Maxwell Food Centre for dinner, crapping and cracking jokes on the way... Haha...

After dinner, made our way down to Tea Chapter for the gathering that is supposed to start at 8pm... We arrived at 7.30 so waited a while... Called all of them at 8pm and everyone told us they are either not coming or are gonna be late... basically, everyone will only arrive at about 9pm... Was so bored waiting for everyone that me and Linus was standing by the side of the road outside tea chapter and count the number of taxis that drove pass us... and when they arrived, the tally stands at 251 taxis... lol! Ian came first, followed by Jave and Andi... Samuel came shortly after and finally came Virgil as he need to tie up some unfinished work... Cracked some lame jokes and drank tea, ate tea-eggs... Haha...

Then we stroll to Esplanade area to slack, the breeze was very refreshing and the splashing sounds of the wave brought my mind to a ridiculously soothing and peaceful mood... Then at 12 midnight, we cut a cake that they prepared to mark the arrival of my birthday. The cake was a delicious chocolate fudge cake... Samuel and Andi left early... then came Danny... haha... who came to meet us from TC... haha... It's nice to see him... haven't seen him for a while already... Haha...

Adjourned to Golden Cafe for some drinks after that, cracked lots of lame jokes and our discussion topic kinda change into a more 'touchy' topic... Haha... Jave got hit by waves after waves of sarcastic remarks... Haha! It was the most hilarious part of the day... Thoroughly enjoyed myself...

Initially, we wanted to go down to Lau Pa Sat after the drink at Golden Cafe... But we ended up walking to the open space outside Raw... very interesting and nice place to slack... Next time maybe can go there again... Haha... Jave and me sang some songs on the way there, changing many lyrics and making the songs super obscene... Haha! Had a mini KTV session outside raw... using my laptop... we laze there until 5.30am then started to move off due to the morning rain...

Due to the big rain, we sat over at Maxwell Food Centre for a while to wait for the rain to stop... finally left when the rain gets smaller... Virgil left first... followed by Danny who took 61 back to his place and Jave went off to take his bus too... Me, Linus and Ian then went off to take the MRT... Ian took the East West line as he got to go back to school... Me and Linus took the North South Line back home... Haha... Linus was like... so tired that he fell asleep on the train... Haha... woke him up when I reach Yishun... Haha... everyone was like... 'shag' after one night of laughter and not having any sleep... LOL!

Special thanks to Virgil for organising this! Muackz! keke... Also thanks to Linus, Andi, Jave, Ian, Samuel and Danny for joining us for the night... Thanks everyone for making my day wonderful... Making my birthday worth looking forward to... Making this birthday the most memorable and enjoyable one in the 17 years of my life... Thanks everyone! Millions of hugs and kisses! Heehee...

Some friends are at my place with me... celebrating my birthday... They brought a cake... another Chocolate Cake! Oh my... I'm gonna grow fat! VERY fat! Gosh... Oh well... Thanks everyone for making this birthday so wonderful!

- With Love, YongRong

2004-07-01T09:21:00.000+08:00

PBL = ?

My feelings and attitude towards RP... or rather... PBL... is changing... sadly, it's not a positive change, but a negative one... Last time... I feel that PBL = Pretty Beautiful Life... Now... I feel that PBL = Plain Bullshit Life... Everyday you come to school at 8am... your day ends at 4pm... It's like joining the workforce at the age of 17... this kind of life is not a life that teenagers desire to have... Neither do I... But... If I were to look back on why I landed here... I guess I just have to shut my whining mouth up... maybe I should just record this line and play it to myself in the morning everyday before I leave home for school... "Shut your bloody mouth up! Mathematics Nerd!"

Yea Yea... Life's bored... Life Sucks... Education Rules while PBL sucks... But Life Goes On... so I guess I just got to endure...

Culture & Communications Module today... Daniel Teo! Haha... Oh well... thinking of how interesting Daniel's lessons can be... It just makes PBL feel much better... Haha... Though Culture & Comminications module is the most enjoyable module among the 5... I have never gotten an A for this module... haha... furthermore... first Understanding Test for this module... I got a C... Haha... But who cares? I enjoy Culture & Communications! Daniel Rocks! Haha...

Anyway... Enough of craps... I got to go continue with my work or else I will submit shit again... Haha... Alright... Cheers and Take Care!

2004-06-30T08:17:00.000+08:00

Massive Blackout In Singapore

Major parts of Singapore are hit by a Massive Blackout affecting almost 70% of the island last night. The blackout hit the island at about 10.15pm affecting mostly Western, North-Eastern and Central Singapore. There are also several cases reported in other areas such as Woodlands in the Northern Region and also in Tampines, Changi and Pasir Ris in the Eastern Region. The blackout was due to a natural gas supply disruption from the source in Indonesia, resulting in the 3 power plants in Singapore, to be unable to produce sufficient electricity to meet the demands, resulting in the massive power supply disruption. Power supply was gradually restored in several areas from about 10.30 onwards, such as Serangoon North, Bishan and parts of Ang Mo Kio. Singapore Power Limited also added that Yishun New Town was not affected by the disruption. Dozens of calls were made to the Singapore Civil Defence Force from residents trapped in lifts, several fire brigade were dispatched to rescue these residents, as reported by the SCDF. Singapore's mobile phone and a portion of residential telephone services were also disrupted. Spokesman from the Energy Market Authority of Singapore estimates full power supply restoration by 12.15pm last night, power supply was fully restored by 12.30am this morning, sending cheers to many. Among the cheers, were some jeers from residents residing in areas around Holland Village and Bukit Panjang. They raised their concerns over the increasing occurance of power supply disruption in their area and urges the authorities to look into the matter. For the latest news updates on the power supply disruption, you may want to check out Channel News Asia News Network @ http://www.channelnewsasia.com.

How's the report? Detailed? Haha... Qualified to join Channel News Asia as a News Presenter? Haha... Well... I have been reporting stuffs like this last night in my radio station's IRC channel... Haha... I am fortunately residing in Yishun, which is the only estate that is entirely not affected by the disruption... Haha... Was up the whole night until 1am to follow up the news... Haha... I call this a Singpapore Version of except that it is not that exaggerating... Haha... But as a social norm in Singapore, a small matter like this... Can be a big matter in many Singaporeans' minds... Haha... Singaporeans are always very 'Kan Chiong' in these kind of matters...

I came face to face with 2 'Kan Chiong' incidents which I almost couldn't believe my eyes this morning itself... Haha... I wonder why Singaporeans are always so 'Kan Chiong'... This morning, on my way to school at Jurong East MRT Station, over at the East Bound platform with trains travelling towards Pasir Ris... a train arrived at the point I arrived at the station and the train was fully packed... with some small empty spaces in between... The driver closed the train doors immediately after the passengers have alighted as there is another half-empty train right behind that packed train... The aim of the driver was to get the passengers at the platform to board the half-empty train... But this malay guy squeeze in even at the point the buzzer sound off alerting the passengers that the train door was closing... the train door just shut right when half his body managed get in and thus, jamming the train door... delaying the time... and I was like.... -_-|l|

Then never mind, that first train went off... Then came the second train (the half-empty one)... Everyone on the platform got in... and the train was still quite empty... then when the buzzer sounds... another 'heroic' act took place... Haha... This middle age chinese guy came rushing in, stopping the door with his hand, trying to 'pry' open the doors and come into the train... after struggling for a while... he managed to drag himself through that small opening of the train door in a very awkward and 'painful' way... making everyone in that cabin shocked and amazed... everyone looked at him in the funniest look after he came into the cabin... Attention seeking? Or is it just plain 'Kan Chiong'? Haha... I don't know... Haha...

Today's lesson is on Cognitive Thinking Skills... the easiest module of the 5 that I am taking this semester... Haha... The facilitator is a very friendly, young, understanding, well-liked and pretty lady... Haha... Ng Hui Teng! Keke... She's a very nice lady... Nicer than you could imagine... Haha... (at least... nicer than all my other facilitators)... Haha... Alright... got to rush my past 2 day's Reflection Journal... then get to work on today's problem... Hehe... See you guys later! Cheers!

*Prays*
Will be praying for you... I hope things takes a turn for the better... I hope everything is fine for you... I hope you will stand up from this fall... I will pray for you...
*Prays*

2004-06-29T13:31:00.000+08:00

Too desperate for someone?

Woke up this morning from a sweet dream... Too sweet for me to believe... In the dream, I was in this relationship... though not with the one whom I like... but also one whom is kinda interesting and pretty cute too... I got no idea why he was in my dream all of a sudden... I woke up and was like... 'duh!' I couldn't believe what I dreamt about and so that explains why I was in a big daze on my bed this morning for a whole 15 minutes...

Am I really too desperate for love? I guess I am...

Today's a rainy morning... Waited for the bus at Redhill MRT for a whole 30 Minutes! Lucky got my Cognitive Facilitator accompany... Miss Ng Hui Teng... Haha... bump into her at the bus stop... When the bus came... To my horror... it's a 3/4 filled single deck bus... judging from the amount of passengers at the bus stop, Hui Teng asked me a question... "You think we can squeeze in?" and my answer came without even going through my brain - No! Haha... end up, we walked to school... Haha... Barely made it for class on time... Haha... But I wasn't the latest... Phew...

Today's module is Basic Science... everyone hates this module in my class... It's the toughest and the most tedious... Everytime we have this module... My whole class will grumble... The module is so hectic and so tedious that we don't even have time for lunch... Always skipping lunch during this module...

Haven taken lunch... Haven finish work... Haven revise for my VB.net Understanding Test later... Haiz... Feeling hungry... Feeling tired... Feeling lazy... Feeling lonely... Feeling sad... Haiz... Duno la... Dun wanna blog liao... Maybe later... Bye...

2004-06-28T10:38:00.000+08:00

First day back in hell...

Back in 'hell' today... Oh my god... It virtually became a real hell... Air-conditioner for my class broke down and made the whole room so stuffy... Everyone was on the verge of going topless already... and I am not exaggerating! The sun is shining into the room directly and there is no fan, no air-conditioner... Only windows opened! Oh my god... It's worse than living hell!

Suddenly I feel that RP is so screwed up... On top of the stupid air-conditioner... The wireless reception for my class was 'accidentally' turned off... until I alerted the IT Helpdesk... then they turn it on... and it's already 8.35am when they turn the reception on! Oh my... Wasted 20mins of curriculum time! I mean... I feel that all these facilities maintenance and checks are to be done before school starts! Why do it only after all the students have arrived and complains starts coming in? So damn pissed with RP administration today... Cursed the damn OES - Office of Estates!

Oh well... Not in the mood to work out the problem today... I can't work in warm temperatures... Not necessary need to have air-conditioner... But at least provide fans when the air-conditioner is down right? *speechless* Another thing is that, the school blocked virtually all the internet ports! Vincent loaded a BNC for me today so I can connect to IRC from school... Then to my annoyance, the port is also blocked... Hai! *pissed*

Was thinking about a lot of stuffs... currently talking to Terence, Samuel, Virgil, Yaomin & Daniel on MSN... Terenece is talking about the 'people' in RP... Samuel is talking to me about Aircons... Yaomin is talking to me about IRC... Daniel having a casual chat with me and Virgil... talking about 'dating' (geez... I wish... lol...) me out for my birthday... Don't feel it's quite necessary though... Every year, my birthday is spent in a very plain and simple manner... just like a normal day with a few more greetings of 'Happy Birthday'... Hmm... Why make it an exception this year? But anyway, since somebody asked me out this time round, I shall oblige...

Speaking about my birthday... Yea... It's this coming Saturday... Hmm... Wishlist? Haha... Like I do every year...

1. A Job

Yea... That's all... Haha... Why a job? I need to pay up my already terminated Mobile Phone bill, my upcoming internet bill... Then settle some debts I accumulated last time, some money which I borrowed from some friends last time... then use some money to repair my desktop PC which died few months back due to a faulty motherboard... Then after that... Get some stuffs that I really really want... including a Creative Rhomba MX100 MP3/FM player... A digital camera... and finally, upgrade my mobile phone... Haha... If only I have the money... Haha... Things will be much easier for me... But money is something that one has got to fight for... That's why, I ask for a job... Haha...

If I can make another wish... I would wish for a partner... Don't know why... I feel really really lonely now... kinda sad... For the past months... only one unique individual has caught my attention... But... I didn't dare to voice out my affection... Judging from the blog of this person... I know... I am never a choice... and there is someone who this person fancies now... too bad... the person is not me... Should I just give up? Actually, I think I should... I am nothing... no looks, no character, no charm, no nothing... Who am I to own this person? Who am I to fight for this person? I have nothing in my favour... When will my real partner come into my life? So sad... So lonely... So... Haiz...

2004-06-27T21:56:00.000+08:00

Time for school... AGAIN!

Alright... after slacking for 3 weeks at home for vacations... It's time to go back to the living hell to endure 11 weeks sentence in the torture chamber... Haha... Good description huh? Oh well... I think after 3 weeks... I kinda dread going to bed early already... But I have to I guess...

At last... Touch512 is back on track... At least I can go back to school with ease... Oh well... Hope Touch512 don't slack back after I go back to school lorhz... But I know won't de... Haha... everytime slack... I will save... But duno how many more times I can save...

Aiya... Dunno la... My mind is zZzzZzz already... So I am going to sleep... Good Night people! RP peeps - See you in hell tomorrow! Cheers!

2004-06-27T00:13:00.002+08:00

Roy Didi~ Cute Cute Wor!

2004-06-27T00:13:00.001+08:00

Couple Couple!

2004-06-27T00:13:00.000+08:00

Group Picture! From Left: Me, Roy Didi, Bao Ge Ge & Eilin!

2004-06-26T23:47:00.000+08:00

It's been a week...

Yea! It's been a week since I last lay my hands on this blog... So sorry about it... My irregular sleep pattern and my busy schedule kinda stopped me from completing this routine procedure... Well... I'm back!

Alright... I think I last stopped on Saturday... I totally forgot what I did on Sunday and so... I'm gonna skip that... Haha... perhaps because my life is too dull... with nothing memorable... so that's why I couldn't remember what I did on Sunday I guess... *shrugs*

Monday, I went back to my secondary school... to help some juniors out to purchase some items for the Annual Library Camp... wasn't very fun... but it did helped me kill some time and if I treat that as a good deed... It should be killing 2 birds with 1 stone... haha... killing time and doing a good deed... Oh well... After going to chong pang to get the required items... kinda went off to Northpoint to hang around with the library guys... but left early... because I was too shag to do anything else... went and and *thud*... I went straight to sleep... Haha... (^(oo)^)

Tuesday... Hmm... kinda forgot what I did too... Getting really bad with my memory... I think I just slacked my day off at home if I remember correctly... Haha...

Wednesday & Thursday... Stuck in school as an instructor for the Annual Library Camp... Was rather pissed over how the camp was organised and managed... It could've been better... Oh was it my high expectations? Oh well... I just know I scolded a few committee members up on Thursday... Feel so bad... But... If I don't scold... I think they won't learn...

Friday... managed to turn my biological clock around successfully... now no longer a nocturnal creature... Hmm... Nothing much on Friday... slacked the day away at home...

Saturday... that's today... got 'dragged' out to Marina South for steamboat with several listener and 2 close friends... they are Darrell, An Qi, Wen Bin, Jie Ming, Roy, XiaoBao and Eilin... Hehe... Had lots of fun! Enjoyed very much... Initially, I fool them and said I was another guy called WeiJie, but that lie didn't work because they kinda recognise me... hahaha... then An Qi and me cracked a lot of lame jokes over dinner... making everyone roar with laughter... Shermie was at Marina South too... just 2 tables away with her friends... One of her friend is my RP senior sia... spoke to him for a while about school... forgot to take down his name and number (shucks!)... Haha... gotta ask Shermie for it later... Then we made our way home... cracked more jokes on train... took a couple of pictures too... Will post them up later! Hehe!

Alright... Got to go rest a bit... Coming to an end of the holidays... Tomorrow is the last day of the vacations... It's back to school on Monday! All the best to those going to poly for their first day on monday, and as well as to all those 'old birds' that are returning back to continue striving! Cheers!

2004-06-19T23:31:00.000+08:00

Turning... Nocturnal?

Was feeling pretty upset yesterday, went out to meet Brudder Eric... left home at about 1am... walked down the quiet and eerie Yishun Avenue 2 to Sembawang to meet him... that route is pretty scary at night... adding to it... lots of mosquitoes! But anyway, I survived that walk... reached Sembawang at about 1.50am... Then went to have supper with Brudder Eric... I didn't have anything... no appetite... didn't have dinner last night too... from 2am - 5.30, we just sat at the kopitiam and chatted... most of our topic revolved around 'radio' and touched a bit on personal life too...

Initial plan after that? Go have breakfast at Yishun... then after... maybe go find 'Squirrel' AKA Squall_Le... To settle some station stuffs... but I ended up at Brudder Eric's place, playing with his computer system (Linux)... keke... My first experience with Linux System... haha... Brudder Eric's Mum woke up not long after and bought breakfast for me... so sweet of her... Then we called up Squirrel... but he's like... asleep... haha... so I make a move home first... and told Brudder Eric to inform me when Squirrel is ready to go out...

Got home, took a bath... then received Brudder Eric's SMS... called him up... was actually planning to go down to Sim Lim Square to meet Squirrel... then received an SMS from Brudder Eric says they're meeting someone and is not convenient for me to go down... and thus! BEDTIME! Oh well... That's why my entry is named as Turning Nocturnal! Haha...

Slept all the way until... 7pm? Hehe... Then came online... Arranged some song files and prepare the files to upgrade the station's jukebox... Hmmm... gonna add in more new songs and remove those unnecessary files...

Oh! Linus is back in Singapore! Hehe.. Welcome Back Cutie! Missed you lots! *hugz* Keke... Should meet up soon eh? Hehe... Take care Everyone! Gonna get back to work! Cheers!

2004-06-19T00:35:00.000+08:00

So lonely... So... Left out?

I feel so left out... By who? The whole world! Why? Oh well... Been looking for somebody to go watch Spiderman Marathon on my birthday with me... Looked for my Touch512 staffs... no one wants to... Am I too strict to them? Oh is it my personality? Too temperamental? Too emotional? Too unreasonable? Why is there no one willing to spend a day with me? Is this gonna be another sad birthday in my life? Another year without happiness? Haiz... Maybe it's time to get attached? But who would want me? Deeply sadded... Feeling so abandoned... so left out... so lonely... sad sad sad! I AM SAD!!! Stress from the station adds on to my suffering... lack of family support... tight in financial condition... I am really going crazy soon...

Gonna leave home to meet Brudder Eric... Yes... believe your eyes... I am leaving my home, walking to sembawang to meet Brudder Eric @ 12.41am! Dunno... perhaps a walk would make me feel better... Gotta meet him to pass him my HDD... then maybe after tt can slowly stroll home lo... Sianz... Ain't I worried of being robbed... kidnap... wadever shit? Who cares? Better still... I dun wanna live life as it is now... end these sufferings for me pls... argh... I hate life!!!

2004-06-17T17:21:00.000+08:00

Woot! Samuel Kor is beside me now!

Guess what? I have Samuel with me right here! Haha~ He's supposed to be at a cheerleading training now... But somehow, the training got cancelled... so here he is, stranded in Yishun... the kind hearted creature (that's me!), got him here in my place! Yea! Hahaha... Taught him how to update his blog template and add in a media player... Then maybe later doing some hosting if possible... then 'someone' might treat us to movie later... ahaha... who is that 'someone'? Well... We'll let you figure it out yourself! ahaha!

Hmmm... Went to Sam's place to host yesterday, did a trio DJ session, with Sam & An Qi... Had lots of fun there! ehehe... We were so crazy yesterday that we are virtually having pillow fights every moment... we went all over his room and took tonnes of photos in all sorts of positions that you can imagine (and not imagine!) ahaha! These silly pictures can be found @ http://web.touch512.org/west.htm ! Check it out yea? Hehehe... there are some pictures that were unreleased... Who wants it? Message me and I will CONSIDER sending u... ahaha! =x

That's about it for these 2 days ba... hehehe... cya!

2004-06-14T23:49:00.000+08:00

Sad Sad Sad Day...

Woke up in a pretty sad mood... This sadistic mood has been with me... actually since yesterday... Brudder Eric and Yaomin have been talking a lot about technological stuffs and I don't understand most of their words... Feel so left out and so useless... Or rather... stupid ba... Not sure if it is my emotions playing tricks on me or what... Have a feeling that Brudder Eric is treating me quite coldly...

Been having chats with Orton the whole morning on MSN... then he left home to meet his friends... Wan Er, An Qi, Brudder Eric and Yaomin did a quadruplet DJ session at Wan Er's place today... so fun... I wanted to go... but I am so broke... cannot even afford transport fees... After their DJ session, I went up to host... Feeling so sad... My DJ skills are going from bad to worse... Listeners rate don't seem to be rising but keeps falling... Haiz... Guess I'm a good-for-nothing after all...

Got nothing better to do... Went on air again at 10pm again... all the way until 1am... listeners rate is constant... 45 - 55 rate... Spinx is catching up fast... Time to think of more ways to improve the station and push the rate higher... So stress... So many things to do... yet so lazy... so lethargic...

It's been 2 days since Linus flew off to Korea... Miss him a lot... Wonder how's he doing and how have he been enjoying himself... Hope to see him back in Singapore soon... Really miss him so much...

Talking to Orton on MSN again... Well... I keep saying he's cute and he keeps denying... Well... I'm the ugliest guy in the world... anyone I see would be more handsome and cuter in my opinion... Oh well... Whatever... Enough of blogging... See ya...

2004-06-13T01:50:00.000+08:00

Happy, Fun Filled Day!

Touch512 had our second gathering today... It was extremely fun... Though the group today was smaller... The ambience is not dampened... We spent a great day together... Had loads of fun... and bonded closer together... Thanks to Vincent for making his way don't despite his illness and thanks to Gust for making an unexpected 'guest-appearance'! It was sure a pleasant surprise for me! hehe!

Met Eric and Vincent @ Chinatown MRT, then went to look for Sam @ Nines Cafe... Saw Andi there as well... adjourned for Lunch at MacDonalds @ Chinatown Point while awaiting for An Qi and YaoMin's arrival... An Qi came... with Gust... hehe... so happy seeing him... It's been some time since I last seen him... Had a hearty chat with everyone there... took tonnes of pictures while waiting for them to finish their meal... Then took a walk around Chinatown, cracked some silly jokes regarding 'Lian Qing Qing" with An Qi AKA Auntie Agony and Sam... and finally decided to proceed for dinner at Marina South! Hehe... Too bad Sam got to leave for some religious purpose... or else it would mean more fun and laughter...

Reach Marina South... about... 7.15pm... had our dinner @ Dragon Village... hehe... Had a lot of fun and ate a lot of stuffs... Yummy! Hehe... Cracked a lot of jokes... comprising of sick jokes, silly jokes, stupid jokes and best of all La-Me jokes... me and an qi keep cracking jokes until everyone cannot tahan! Guess what? We heard an English Version of 'Love Love Love - Jolin' on the radio there... Vincent, An Qi and me was like... "DUH! Spoil the song!" Haha! Food was acceptable, the company are cool... the jokes added to the ambience... though throughout the dinner... I was thinking of some other person... overall... Dinner was still superb! haha... Took some videos and photos there as well... Hehe...

Adjourned to the nearby arcade for some games after Dinner... Vincent, Eric and YaoMin were endulging themselves in those noisy arcade gadgets while I was busy snapping shots... Haha... I don't really enjoy arcades... Cause I hate excessive noise... gives me headaches... Luckily we didn't stay long in there... Made our way home soon after that as it was rather late... We didn't take a bus... we the smart alecs... walked to the MRT station... ahaha... Everyone was pretty drained by the time we reach there...

On the train... We took out of laptops and Eric used his WebCam to record another Videos (which I duno why I cannot play it on my laptop)... I transfered all my photos into my laptop... An Qi and Yao Min parted with us @ City Hall... while Vincent alighted at Dhoby Ghaut... Eric & me took the north-bound train back to Sembawang and Yishun respectively...

Reached home... had a small chat with the staffs in the admin channel... then uploaded today's photos up on Touch512 website... Hmm... You guys can take a look too! http://touch512.org

Really enjoyed myself thoroughly today... It's been a long time since I last enjoyed myself this much... So happy... Glad that bonds between the few of us are further strengthened... Especially Yaomin whom I ain't very close to... Lao Ban Vincent is down with flu... Hope he recovers real soon... Will pray for him...

Hmm... so what else happened today? Let's see... Oh... Linus flew off today... He should be at Korea anytime now... Wonder what he is doing now... Oh well... He's gonna be away for 7 days sia... sure gonna miss him... haha... hope he'll enjoy himself ba...

Guess that's about it... Quite a long blog entry today... Time to get some rest! God Bless!

2004-06-12T03:51:00.000+08:00

Fun-filled Day Out... In Town!

Woot! So what the hell happened today? (Hmm... maybe I should say... 'What the heaven happened today?' Haha!) I had loads of Fun today! I slept quite late last night... About 3.45am... So when I woke up at 12noon today... Felt pretty tired and listless... But dragged myself up from bed to attend the Touch512 Gathering... (I dragged myself up... cos I was anticipating poor attendance rate...)

Went out at 1pm, got there like at about 1.40pm... Still rather early, went over to Nines and saw no one I know... so back to Chinatown MRT Station I go... To await the arrival of all the other staffs... (knowing they will be late... haha...) First to arrive was Eric (ah zhi)... the most punctual... reached at 2pm... Then came Eric (Zhou)... roughly at 2.10pm, shortly after... came Sam, followed by An Qi, Wan Er at about 2.15pm, Yao Min reached at 2.20pm... then came Delta and Patrick at 2.30, Shermie at 2.45... Had lunch at Macdonalds, then went to Nines to slack a bit... then came Ah Dai... took some pretty great group photos... Enjoyed myself so much... didn't expect so much people... thanks guys!

After Nines, supposed to go Wan Er house fix comp with Yao Min... but ended up she got to meet her mum... leaving me and Yao Min stranded at Chinatown... Decided to take a train down to Taka to meet Sam, An Qi and Clara... adjourned to Far East after that... had loads of fun and did many crappy and silly lame stuffs there... had so much fun... bumped into Alvin and gang near 7-11 @ Far East too...

Left Far East for Maxwell Market to have dinner at 6 plus... met Jave Kor, Virgil Kor and a few other new faces like phoenyx, you&me, jcboy... etc... Went to 'Tea Chapter' to have our Tea Outing, An Qi tagged along... hope she enjoyed herself... and hope she fits in without being left out... cracked a lot of La-Me jokes at Tea Chapter... everyone enjoyed ourselves thoroughly... People like me, Sam, An Qi, Ryan, Linus, Jave, Ian... we're all busy cracking jokes and laughing away... making the atmosphere so so lively! hehe... Keep running to sit beside Virgil for some reasons... don't wish to disclose... hehe... people whom know me... will know... hehe...

After the tea, went supper as Samuel Kor Kor was very hungry... then after that... wanted to go home... cos Samuel Kor Kor is very tired... ahaha... Samuel and Virgil Kor caught the last bus back... Darren went back too... then Andi, Jave, Me and Linus went to have a drink... some chat on 'spas' and 'clubs'... kinda... oh well... erm... nevermind... Hmm... was like 'duh!' when Andi wanted to bring Linus to Spa... felt that the time isn't too right I guess... Linus should get home earlier and rest well... Oh well... Linus didn't went with Andi eventually... hahaha...

Parted reluctantly at the bus stop as we all took the Nightrider home... everytime I take the Nightrider and I will be like... "Awww! $3!" ahaha... Linus went off the first... NR2... then followed by Jave... NR3... then me and Andi... NR1... After Andi dropped off at Toa Payoh... had a hearty SMS chat with Linus on the rest of my journey... Hehe...

Overall... My day today was well spent... at least not slacking totally... ahaha... 9.5/10! hehe... Oh... Linus is going off to Korea tonight... Linus... If you are reading... Take good care of yourself! Bon Voyage! Enjoy Your Trip! Hehe...

2004-06-11T02:03:00.000+08:00

Apologies For Not Blogging!

Haha... Sorry, didn't blog for a long time... Recently been rather busy with Touch512 (yea yea... and they don't seemed appreciative... heck!)... Decided to blog since Linus reminded me about blogging... ahaha... Just recovered from my throat infection... finally... regained my cute voice... hehe... oh well... not that cute anyway... Have been going on air often these days cause I miss the feeling of going on air... ahaha...

Went out today... after being grounded at home for 3 'sickly' days... yea... throat infection... mum disallowed me from leaving the god damn home... but finally, I was 'released' today... ahaha... so where did I go? I went to meet Linus and Ian (for the first time... hehe)... and went down to Breko (Holland V) and 'see' ryan work... ahaha... Ryan's working there... Ian's a hilarious guy... keep bickering with linus... ahaha... Enjoyed myself for the night... though it's a short night out... it's one night that I will always remember... ahaha... Why? Maybe because of the way they ate their sandwiches... (thank god I had my fill when I left home... ahaha)... Oh well... *speechless*

Oh... Cutie Linus is going on his overseas trip tomorrow... aww... definitely gonna miss this guy whom always complains about being bored and always *speechless*... hehe... just joking... Linus... You sure will see this de... hehe... Bon Voyage! All the best for the trip... take care of yourself while overseas and... yea... stay cool and funky! Enjoy yourself! hehe... Come back soon... Don't make me miss you for too long yea? hehe...

Yawnz... Why am I so tired today? Maybe cause I had a fruitful day! hehe... Tomorrow gonna meet my Touch512 Staffs... wonder how it would be like... Oh well... maybe i'm just gonna make myself present and keep my mouth shut tomorrow... Later open mouth kana shoot again... Oh well... *speechless* Good Night! =D

2004-06-07T11:44:00.000+08:00

Saliva Stained Red!

Aww... So tired... slept for only roughly 2 hours... Been coughing the whole night due to my throat infection... So painful... so much so that even my saliva is stained red... Doctor says it's fine... It's normal cos my salivary glands are also infected... Basically the whole area behing my mouth are infected... Eew... So painful even when I swallow any food or drink... tried to sleep at about 5am last night... woke up at 6am... coughing... then 8am... tried again... 8.45 wake up... 9.30 tried sleeping again... 10.10 woke up... Not enough sleep ar! So tired... Got to thank Linus for accompanying me through the boring night last night until about 3 plus.. ahaha... He even wanted to send me to hospital... Thanks a lot Linus...

Alright! I've been slacking too much! Decided to get a bit more productive today... Since it's the holidays! Hehe... Here's my 'to-do list' for today... Will post at the end of the day to tell you what are the tasks I accomplished!

To Do List:
1. Clean up my room
2. Arrange Files on my laptop
3. Administrative work on Touch512 Online Radio
4. Email Danny regarding Touch512
5. Continuation of Web Designing (http://yongrong.touch512.org)
6. Get WeiJie Kor to register domain for me... (http://fuzionz.net)

Alright! Productivity! Productivity! I'll get to work now! Heheh... See you guys later in the day! =)

2004-06-06T13:25:00.000+08:00

Sick, Lonely, Sad & Angry

Sorry people... Haven't been consistent in updating my blog... Been pretty lazy and sickly these 2 days... Where did I last stop? Oh... Friday...

Friday was a lazy day... Haha... overslept in the morning... Had migraine for the day... Pretty serious... Skipped school and slack at home the whole day... Hosted on air for a couple of hours... Reply emails... Send out Recruitment Notices... Oh... Danny AKA Kastaway accepted my recruitment invitation... Hehe... He's part of Touch512's family as a movie critic! Hehe... Welcome aboard Danny! The 'climax' of the day came in the night... about 10pm... my brother started making noises... He's in a bad mood and started scolding, cursing and swearing at everything that he see... Initially, he was just aiming my sis... then subsequently, my mum and me became 'casualties' of the 'World War 3'... So pissed off... Messages comes into my phone, he starts cursing the person who messaged me... and scolded me for using the phone so late in the night... Then I was using the net... He again cursed and swear at me for wasting electricity and utilising the internet that we are paying for... and listen to this... is WE pay... not HE pay... we share costs... why can't I use it? Got so pissed off that I went out of the house at about 11pm... roam around Yishun... Andi, Jave and Virgil came down to Yishun, trying to look for me... been trying to avoid them cause I am not in the mood to see anyone... They drove around Yishun and eventually spotted me outside Yishun Interchange... They alighted from the car, trying to talk to me... but I was on the phone with Yan Xiang Kor... Who isn't feeling too optimal as well... (Kor... cheer up k?) Went home at about 2am... Feeling so cold and lonely... No one to turn to... Luckily... the war was over when I reach home... Went to bed at only 8am... woke up at 10am... only slept for 2 hours... Totally not in the mood to sleep... Oh well... I simply just dislike my family...

Yesterday was pretty fine... My brother went out to work the whole day... reduced interaction = less war in the family... I have to agree on that... Mum was also working yesterday... sis went out with friends... so for half a day... I enjoyed peace and serenity right in the 'comfort' of my home... ahaha... oh well... craps... the rest of the day was like... ok lo... nothing much... Fell sick as of yesterday... Throat Infection... Doctor says it's a virus attack... got scolded... cos he assume that I didn't finish his antibiotics the last time... which is true... ahaha... Been drinking and drinking and drinking plenty of water... but he says the infection is not due to my water consumption... ahaha... Oh well... *pain*

So... What's gonna happen today? Just woke up not too long ago... Woke up a burning sensation in my throat... so painful... Currently talking to Linus and Nelson on MSN... Dylan on IRC #Touch512... Gonna go out to Great World City to meet Nelson for the first time... It's been long since I went to Great World City... oh well... hope my day goes well today... and hope my throat gets better... haiz... Oh... and wish everyone have a wonderful day too alright? Cheers!

2004-06-03T09:27:00.000+08:00

Chirpy Chirpy Morning!

Had a pretty 'slack' Vesak Day yesterday... Public Holiday yet I spent the whole day slacking at home... No one dated me... What to do? Haha... Spent most of my time hosting on my radio station... about 6 hours in total... Haha... Oh... Pido suffered from stiff neck yesterday... I suspect it's a sprain... Oh well... initially wanted to go down to pay him a visit... But ended up slacking at home... Felt so bad... Gave him a call to chat with him at night... Knowing he cannot go out and he's bored... Hopefully that call I made did kill his boredom a bit... Oh well... Hopefully he gets well soon...

It's another school day today... The morning was extremely chirpy for me... Why? Haha... Received some morning greeting messages from Daniel... from Pido... These morning greetings definitely cheered me up and geared me for a bright and wonderful day ahead... Pido said his neck is still as bad... Oh well... God bless... hope he'll recover soon... Boarded the train, was pissed off when I reach Redhill... Raining! Waited for the rain to stop, luckily it did... Reached school and lesson began shortly... Daniel Teo is not in school today, he went overseas... New facilitator - Serene Chen... Well known lady... famous in RP... Nice smile she has... Pleasant personality... but slightly stricter than Daniel Teo... Maybe I'll score badly for today... Poor Participation in class... Haha... or maybe not? Like Samuel Kor said... "Who knows you might get an 'A'?" Haha... Well... I hope so... Haven't got an 'A' before in C&C class...

While this post is being typed... I look at my palms... Seems like my sweaty palm is getting from bad to worst... The palm rest area on my laptop is actually wet! Oh my god... Nevermind about that...

So far my day has been good... But I predict it's gonna be spoiled by a bastard... To hell with his "She Bangs" jokes... one of these days I am going to make him pay for it... I'm getting enough of his sick jokes and his stupid, foolish, childish acts that makes him look like a bloody childish guy... brainless fucker... my luck to have him in my class! Argh...

2004-06-01T22:58:00.000+08:00

Journey of Self-Discovery?

Woke up at 6am today, was supposed to get my butt up from the bed and go to school... Dunno what has got into me, I lay on bed for 1 hour and 30 minutes, thinking about almost everything in my life... When I look at the clock, my eyes widened with horror! Oh my god! It's 7.30! I was so damn late for school! The solution? Nah... No solution... I simply decided to stay at home...

After the deep thinking I done this morning... Suddenly realise that I ain't happy with my life now... I feel as though I'm living behind a mask... I want to get out of this mask... I want to find my real self, the real me! I want to live the life that I am supposed to live! Told Samuel Kor about these thoughts... Am really glad to have him supporting me in my decisions... He's the only one I could relate to at the moment... The one whom I can really pour out my feelings to... The one whom I can really fall back on... Thank God for all these... Having Samuel as my Kor is a god-send! Haiz... There is another guy... Who I wish... Could do the same for me... Perhaps... Wishful thinking... Yea... I think a lot about him... Almost every other moment... Oh Well... Nevermind about this... Alright! I am going to change... How drastic a change? Nobody will know until my Journey of Self-Discovery ends... Who I really am? How will my life be in future? Oh well... I feel like I'm in a identity crisis... Will this journey be a good one? or a bad one? I haven't really decide to embark on this... Should I? *Dilemma*

Dragged my feet to school today at about 2.30... Due to my Understanding Test... Feeling so lethargic... Go back to school specially for a 30minutes UT... Sounds so stupid right? Enterprising Skills... Oh my god... Thought it's gonna be easy... Guess I was wrong! Don't think I'm gonna make it for this round of UT... Oh well... What is done is done... Let bygones be bygones... Whatever it is... Take life as it comes I guess...

Oh... Did I mention what happened yesterday? Went to the World Book Fair @ Suntec with Andi, Virgil & Jave Kor... had Dinner then went to the fair... The fair is filled with wondeful books! Books that facinated me includes all the recipe books and culinary books... It's been long since I last lay my hands on my pots and pans... Anyone care to try my skills? Doubt so... Another book that caught my attention... The Book of Answers... It's a book whereby you think and concentrate on a question, turn to a random page and that will be your answer to the question... Interesting huh? I guess so... The Book of Love Answers sounds more interesting to me... At least... the answer it gave me... is much more interesting... Will the answer that the book gave me come true? Hope so... but doubt so too... After the fair, went to a cafe to slack for a while... Then went off to grab some supper @ National Library area... After the supper... We parted and went home...

Long entry today... Hope it didn't bore you guys... Till the next entry - Take care!

2004-05-31T14:04:00.000+08:00

Wee~ I received my Understanding Test Result for Cognitive Processes & Thinking Skills Module! Wee! Here's my modular result!

User Name: ERIC ZHUO YONG RONG
Daily Grade 1: B
Daily Grade 2: A
Daily Grade 3: A
Daily Grade 4: A
Understanding Test 1: B+ (View Submission)
Predicted Module Grade: A

Status now: *Happy (Hyper!)* Wee~ ahaha!

2004-05-31T13:35:00.000+08:00

OH NO...! Monday Again?

I hate mondays! Why? Because I will always feel very lethargic to go to school on Mondays! Hate getting out of the bed on the first day of the week... ahaha... Perhaps that is what they call 'Monday Blues'... Another reason why I hated mondays is because of the 'Basic Science' Module that I have every Monday! I hate science! Especially Physics! Lots and lots of calculations! Somemore that facilitator on Monday grades me very strictly! Never get an A from her before at all! Hai!

But today is a pretty fine day for me... Had plenty of rest yesterday... so getting out of bed isn't a problem... Then went off to take the train to school... Not as bad as before... Today's train is not as packed as normal due to the fact that all primary and secondary school students are having their June Vacations from today onwards... ahaha... No more squeezy trains for a month! hehe... Reach school and began to pray for an easy problem... Heaved a sigh of relieve when I received the problem... it's Easy! hehe... Guess I should pray more ba! ahaha...

On my way to school... received SMSes from Daniel and Samuel Kor... aww... both fell sick and are not coming to school... The sight of me taking lunch alone began to form in my mind... sigh! Linus is also down with cough... aww... sadded! Hope he'll go get his cough syrup... wanted to get him some cough syrup yesterday but he declined the offer... oh well... hope he'll get well soon... hai! ahaha... Really hope they'll get well soon... Will pray for them all ba... hehe!

Pido and An Qi are taking his O levels Chinese paper today... I have faith in him that he'll do well... nonetheless... I'll pray for him to achieve good grades!

Alright... time for my lunch... guess I'm not eating... just gonna grab a drink ba... later gonna present at 2pm... alright! Maybe will blog later! Cya guys!

2004-05-30T14:39:00.000+08:00

The Day After Tomorrow - Where Will 'I' Be?

Went to catch the movie "The Day After Tomorrow" with Linus, Danny and Samuel Kor yesterday, it was a great movie! The effects, the heartwarming storyline and the incredible graphics... One thing that you should bear in mind is that... The movie is a bit too fake and too exaggerating... Perhaps I feel this way cause I have just done an extensive research on the content of this movie on last monday... Don't ask me why! Ask Republic Polytechnic! I don't know where they get the idea from... But I was asked to do a research on Global Warming and Ice Age in reference to the content of this movie.

Though the movie was nice and stuff... I didn't seem to enjoy it a lot... Dunno why... or perhaps doesn't wish to comment... But anyway, it was an enjoyable night...

Went to the Esplanade - Merlion Park after the movie... It's been sometimes since I've been there... Was talking to Linus about all the art pieces 'stranded' at the park... Getting him to guess the meaning and talking about these art pieces was a whole load of fun... haha... really enjoyed the short stay at Merlion Park...

Then we walked to Suntec to send Andi and Samuel Kor home in a cab... Which after that... We walked to Boat Quay to send Danny and Linus home...

Didn't feel like coming home last night... so I stayed out... With Jave Kor and Virgil Kor... We walked all the way from Boat Quay to Tiong Bahru and spent the night at Jave's Office... Aww... Shouldn't have been there... Feels so much like a BIG lightbulb... Was trying to catch a wink laying my head on the office table... But I couldn't fall asleep... Mind wandered... Tears flowed... But lucky no one saw the tears... Left Jave Kor's Office at about 6.30am... Virgil Kor took a bus home and then Jave and me took a train home...

Was asleep since 8am this morning... jus woke up like... 20 mins ago... still feeling tired... a bit hungry... but don't feel like eating... haven't taken any food since yesterday morning... Oh well... No appetite... Dun wish to force myself to take in any food... Perhaps i'll take some dinner... Haiz... Life is a torture.....

2004-05-29T03:16:00.000+08:00

After The Laughter... Always Comes The Sadness...

Late in the night... When everything comes to a halt... When the surrounding becomes dead silent... Sadness sets in...

Just reached home a while ago, perhaps 30 mins ago? Went out for a dinner and KTV with the usual gang... Including Virgil (the cute teddy replica), Jave (kopi-o kor), Andi (auntie kor) and not forgetting my dearest Samuel Kor (he didn't join us at the KTV though)... Went for some satay and side dishes... Then went to the KTV to sing some songs...

It was an enjoyable night... laughter comes along after jokes, jokes and more jokes... Especially Jave Kor's singing of Xiao Wei in Hokkien... sent me into a roar of laughter which I hope is neverending... Too bad... happy moments never last... 3 hours flew past very quickly and it was time for us to go...

Took a NightRider bus home... $3! So expensive! But better than cab lo... somemore NR1 can reach Andi, Jave and my home all in one... It stops at the stop near my house too! On the bus, spoke a lot to Jave Kor... He got to know more about my family... and more about myself... exchanged contacts too... Great to see his progress with someone... I think they're gonna make a great pair...

Oh... Gonna watch the movie later on in the day... Initially gonna watch it with just Linus alone... then a few guys wanted to join in... so gonna go watch with a bunch of peeps tomorrow... oh well...

Oh well... Kinda feel down now... I duno why... but I am craving for a heart to share my happiness and woes... my sorrows and laughters...

Excerpt from: 'Michael Learns To Rock - Take Me To Your Heart'
"...Take me to your heart... Take me to your soul... Give me your hand before I'm old... Show me what love is - haven't got a clue... Show me that wonders can be true..."

2004-05-27T22:41:00.000+08:00

Take Me To Your Heart~ Take Me To Your Soul~

Got addicted to this very very nice song by Michael Learns To Rock... Used to be a song called Wen Bie by Jacky Cheung which is a famous Chinese track back like 8 - 10 years ago I think... Now there's an English version and it's still very nice! Nice Lyrics! Way to go MLTR! *sings*

Michael Learns To Rock - Take Me To Your Heart

Hiding from The Rain and Snow
Trying to forget but I won't let go
Looking at a crowded street
Listening to my own heart beat

So many people all around the world
Tell me where do I find someone like you girl

***Chorus***
Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true

They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart
***

Standing on a mountain high
Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky
I should go and see some friends
But they don't really comprehend

Don't need too much talking without saying anything
All I need is someone who makes me wanna sing

***Chorus***
Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true

2004-05-27T16:04:00.000+08:00

Why? Why am I given this class?

Haiz! I have this sudden strong hatred for my class (well... at least one or two in my class...) Why do they have to sabo people all the time? Especially that son of a bi*ch, bloody f**ker Derrick Pang! Feel like going over to dig out his eyes and give him a punch! ARGH! So angry! Haiz! Today sure get C!

Aiya... UT starting... and I am having a BAD MIGRAINE! Argh!!! Got to go! Hai!

2004-05-27T08:02:00.000+08:00

Back to a familiar place...

After school yesterday, went to Plaza Singapura with Daniel... Remembered a lot of stuffs that happened in the past at that very memorable location... Brings back many fond yet sad memories which I have always dread looking back at... Oh well... What's over is over... No point brooding over things anymore...

One of my very close and best friend is having some problem with his current relationship and he feels quite 'sadded' about it... Spend some time last night talking to him on the phone... Really hope he'll feel better and would not brood over this... Buddy, if you see this, remember, no matter what happens, even if the sky falls down on you... come look for me... I may not provide a healing hand... but I can promise a listening ear, a shoulder to cry on and many care and concern to help you tide over this sad part of your life... Remember, buddies forever... Don't wish to see you sad alright?

Spent the rest of the night with some Touch512 staffs, or rather, my 'boss', Vincent and my Brudder, Eric21st. Discussed many stuffs about Touch512 focusing on recruitment... Hopefully this new intake of applicants can lighten my load as a Deejay...

Oh... having my second Understanding Test (UT) today after lessons... It's on Culture & Communications... Not much confidence on it... Hopefully I can do well as I haven't been scoring well for my daily grades in this module... all the way have been getting only 'B's... Oh well... If only Daniel Teo can mark slightly more lieniently...

Alright... Today's lesson... got to strive for an 'A'... Enterprising Skills... Chang York Boon gave me a 'B' last week... Aww... Don't care! Gonna get an 'A' for today! To all republicans reading this... JIA YOU for today's problem! Cheers!

2004-05-26T08:46:00.000+08:00

Understanding Test? Football Match?

First of all, I want to thank my dearest Samuel Kor for several stuffs that happened yesterday. Thanks for the protection, thanks for the wireless card and thanks for inviting me to the football match. Oh... I had my understanding test yesterday but forgot to bring my wireless card... If I were to go back home to get the card, it'll not only be tedious and tiring... but I might not be able to make it back in time for the third meeting. Luckily, Samuel Kor lent his Wireless Card to me as he's not using it for his test yesterday. It's always great to have this Kor Kor around, always helping me to solve my problems and lending me a hand.

Went to a football match @ CCK Stadium yesterday with cutie Linus and Samuel Kor Kor... It was a match between SAF Warriors (which samuel is cheering for...) and ANFC (duno how to spell that funny japanese sounding word la...), it was a very exciting match... Though I'm not a football fan, yesterday match kept me excited the whole night... hehe... But poor cutie Linus is not very entertained I guess... hehe... he's like... stoned! hehe... tried to kill boredom for him... duno whether did I succeed in doing it... hopefully I didn't add to his boredom ba... Oh ya! Linus bought some titbits on his way to the stadium and I was like... "aww... so sweet... ahaha..." Thanks Cutie! ehehe...

After the match, walked Linus home, then Samuel Kor sent me home to Yishun then he went back... So tired that I fell asleep both on MRT and on bus... haha... You should know what happened after I fell asleep on bus right? ahaha...

Alright, having lessons now... CULTURE (Yawnzz) & COMMUNICATIONS module... ahaha... Daniel Teo!!! Hehe... Today headache liao... must draw... *pengz* hehe... can't wait for the lesson to end ASAP... end of the day going to PS with Daniel (NOT DANIEL TEO!)... hahaa... cya! Will blog again later in the day!

2004-05-25T08:01:00.000+08:00

Argh!! So angry today! I virtually woke up on the wrong side of my bed today! First, I overslept! Supposed to wake up by 5.30 and I only managed to leave Dreamland at 6.10! So freaking late! Then after leaving my home, I missed my feeder bus to the interchange! Oh well... then reach the MRT station... AGAIN! Miss the MRT train! I was like so f***ed up already... and thought these shit is gonna end... BUT! (oh well... why is there always a BUT???) I boarded the train and open my bag... to my HORROR! I FORGOT MY WIRELESS CARD! I got an Understanding Test today and I FORGOT MY WIRELESS CARD! Shucks! Of all days but today! Argh!! And from today, they're gonna shut off the Centrino Built-In Wireless Signals! Oh f***!

Why all these shit happens man! Is it because I skipped school yesterday? Oh well... whatever! I just got to go home during the long lunch break and get that piece of stupid wireless card worth $300 just to do that understanding test! Shucks! Wonder what has got into me these days... so forgetful!

Ok, enough of ranting and swearing on how bad my day is today... (to think it's on the beginning of the day...) I wonder what's awaiting me for the rest of the day... Perhaps will blog later to let you guys in on what 'lucky' stuffs is gonna happen... till then... cheerios and take care!

2004-05-23T18:38:00.000+08:00

Hehe~ It's an enjoyable weekend I had this weekend! Went out with a really cute guy yesterday... ahaha... He's none other than Linus, the hilarious movie, Shrek 2, made the whole day brighter and happier! Definitely a day for me to remember and never ever remove from my memory... Shrek 2 is really a very nice movie with very interesting and outstanding graphics and effects... The storyline is so hilarious that it sends the whole cohort of audience into a roar of laughter which never seems to end until the last moment of the movie... Both Linus and me find the character 'Puss' very cute and very adorable! ahaha...

After going for the movie, went to shop around CityLink Mall for CDs with him, he got the Shrek 2 Original Soundtrack which I wanted to as well... ahaha... But decided to get one at Yishun instead, guess it'll be cheaper! Hehe... He also got one Utada Hikaru CD... I love one of the song in it! First Love! Nice! Hehe... Then we went down to Nines Cafe after the shopping trip to meet up with some forum guys, they are so fun loving and so nice... Enjoyed the whole night thoroughly...

(Psst, Thanks Linus if you are reading this! You made my day! Next movie my treat yea? Who ask you to refuse payment this time! ahaha!)

After the outing at Nines Cafe, Andi sent me, Ryan, Danny and Jave Kor home, sent Ryan back home first due to his curfew then we adjourned to Bukit Batok to have supper which is near to Danny's home. Then Danny walked home while Andi sent me and Jave Kor home... Sent Jave Kor home first, was the last to get home... ahaha... cos went for a spin with Andi... Love spinning around especially in the quiet night... Long time since I was brought out on a spin...

Nothing much happened today, except for a little gastric pain now... ahaha... got to go to Northpoint to get a little covering for my 'wife' (my laptop la!)... ahaha... then maybe after that then grab a bite lo... hungry and having gastric pain liao... sigh... time to sign off! cya again soon! =D

2004-05-19T08:21:00.000+08:00

Hi guys! Sorry for not blogging... really not in mood these 2 - 3 days... and was very sick... persistent fever was bugging me... It seems to be gone for now... Let's hope it's not coming back... Got to thank a few people for their concern and care... Includes Yan Xiang Kor, JQ Jie, my Dear Daniel & oh course, my dearest Samuel Kor Kor... Hehe... without them, I might not be here liao... perhaps in hospital... ahaha...

Yesterday, supposed to meet An Qi, Sam, Darrell & Clara yesterday after school... but their movie lasted longer than expected and they're late... so end up, got them to come to Chinatown to meet me... But why Chinatown? Well... Sam Kor Kor brought me to Nines Cafe to meet up with his 'gang'... heehee... enjoyed the night with them... looking forward to going down again... ^_^V

So unlucky today... just recovered from fever, got caught in the rain today on my way to school... got quite wet and cold... Brrr.... Hope I dun fall sick again... Oh yes! Today is the CCA Fair! Heehee... I looked through the CCAs webbies last night... Feel like joining Ambassadors.Republic... Maybe IT Helpdesk too! Kinda interested in Write.Republic as well... ahaha... have been reading <@Loud> this morning on the train... Sam Kor Kor gave me 2 issues yesterday... The articles are well written... is interesting... Gave me an urge to write too... and that's why I am typing my blog now! ahaha...

So touched yesterday... someone bought me a bottle of mineral water while coming to school and passed to me... remind me to finish it up... ahaha... so touched... so happy... so sweet... ahaha... oh well...... =p

Ok la... Culture & Communications... Hmm... Daniel Teo!!! Hehe... Blog again later if I got time ba!

2004-05-16T12:08:00.000+08:00

Hi guys... has been days since I blogged... several things happened... maybe just share with you guys ba... After about 2 years of not doing silly stuffs... I picked up the habit once again... just 3 nights ago... so deeply sadded... took 10 panadols down and wanted to kill myself... but... luckily a Kor from RP, Sam, found out and called me... Haiz... was forced to drink cups after cups of water... then vomitted... haiz...

2 nights back... had a BBQ... was invited by Yan Xiang Kor... was pondering about whether to go or not... sent him a msg telling him about it and he persuaded me to go... I dun wan to pang seh him and fly his aeroplane... so... went to the BBQ lo... but I did enjoy myself... the people there are fun loving... it was nice... though I can't eat anything... but... BBQ isn't just about eating ba... After the BBQ... took an MRT with Yan Xiang, Eva and Kenneth home... They went to Suntec while I headed 'home'... what's with the inverted commas? Cause the 'home' I referred to... isn't really my home... but it's the beach... Went there to take a breather... I cried there... cried my hearts out... feels so suffocated about life... about love... how I wish I can just jump into the sea and drown (I duno how to swim)...

Guess I caught a cold by the beach... got home and started running a temperature... 38.3 initially... took some med... drop to 38.1 that night... then yesterday same thing... rise back to 38.4... eat med... drop to 37.9... then this morning woke up... 38.5... so stupid... drop and rise... drop and rise... argh... I dun feel like going to the clinic... I hate going there... I hate medicines... I've been taking medicine all my life... everyday got tonnes of med to take... I am so tired... I don't wan to go... but Yan Xiang wanted me to go off to see a doc now... haiz... I wish I can just let my brain burn off... even better still... die naturally... No need to kill myself purposely... Argh... Life sucks! :'(

2004-05-12T12:04:00.000+08:00

Oh god... Please help me... I feel terrible... I think I have fell in love with someone... but that someone tell me we can only be best friends... Aww... I pretended to be ok in MSN with that person... but in my heart... it is shattering pain and sadness... I feel like crying and feel so sad when I heard it... I was already sad today... hearing that generates more sadness... more pain... how how how? Haiz... *sobx* Ai Yi Ge Ren~~~ Hao Nan~~~

2004-05-09T23:10:00.000+08:00

Time to sleep lerr... Reach home... sent emails... call staffs... edit jingles... yawnzz... so tired... so moodless... so sian... haven eat dinner... but... aiya... not hungry... no appetite...

Sian... thinking of school tomolo... Basic Science 1... then think of the break... think of the filled up canteen... sure to skip breakfast and lunch tomolo... hopefully something to eat at home for dinner... or else I tomolo no need eat anything liao... aiya... crapz... no appetite to eat also... jus nice... can save some money also... i'm in need of money... my bills!!! Guess my HP gonna get cut tomolo... so... if u cant locate me... u noe why yea? Haha...

Alright... gotta go... nights... yawnzz...

2004-05-09T18:37:00.000+08:00

Went out at about 12noon today... to attend a meeting at 1pm... with Touch512 management... Oh well... Throughout the few hours... it's Eric & Vincent talking... I'm either quietly seated... or pretended to laugh along... Guess my 'bochup' attitude shows it all... Yes... I'm tired... tired of Touch512... not tired of DJing... Touch512 drained me a lot of my social life... drained a lot of time and energy away from me... Like what Delta said to me today... "Once you don't feel appreciated... once you feel tired... feel sian... You will start to ask yourself - "Why am I doing so much?" and you don't get anything in return... No money... No respect..." I think what he said is true... In my mind, I am really asking myself this question over and over again... I want to give up... But will it disappoint a lot of people? Yes! It definitely will... Haiz...

Oh... I also received my 4th Daily Grade of the week... got another B... oh well... was hoping to get an A... didn't really cheered me up at all... the 5th grade isn't out yet... that's for Culture & Communications... Wondered what's taking Mr Daniel Teo so long to mark the RJ and Quiz... So now, the tally is 2 A and 2 B... hope to add another A to my collection...

Am I free now? No... Don't think so... Feel so tired... but got to send emails... got to type some guidelines... got to do jingles... got to do so many so many stuffs... I wish to cry again... been crying and breaking down the past 2 days... I'm just very tired... very very tired... Why am I doing so many things... Why??? *Sobx*

2004-05-08T23:30:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a sad day for me... Yea.. I cried... Heard some sad songs on air... Suddenly felt so down... Tears just flowed... Feeling so tired (physically and emotionally)... physically... cause of school and work (Touch512) ba... Emotionally... Loneliness ba... Oh Well... aiya... anyway was also sad that I suddenly seems that my friends are drifting away from me ba... Feeling so lone nowadays... Haiz... I got to agree with my Kor... Yan Xiang... I noe how u feel le... Crying really helps...

I feel like crying now also... I still feel very tired... and I also feel very discouraged now... Touch512... haiz... imagine... 4 consecutive unsuccessful meetings... how can one not get discouraged? I tried to hold 4 meetings... consecutively, all were unsuccessful... Everytime sure got some funny reasons... Oh well... Perhaps I shouldn't lead ba... Maybe I should really give up... I think I should just be a normal DJ... or else I should step out of this industry ba...

Oh yea... got 2 of my daily grades today... Enterprising Skills Module got 'A' and my Cognitive Processes & Thinking Skills Module got 'B'... But it didn't cheer me up a bit... Not at all...

My sister came down to my place to celebrate mother's day today... The house is so cramp... so noisy... Don't really like it... but got to fake a smile... Oh well... I feel happy seeing them... but I hate noise... cos I get a headache... I love peace and serenity... Oh ya... promised Yan Xiang Kor to go to his church today... But cos my sis came down... so didn't get to go... felt so bad... Sorry Kor...

Aiya... my mood is at a super low level now.... not really in the mood to talk about everything ba... Phone has been ringing... Touch512 peeps calling me for a conference... but I didn't pick up... Haiz... Too tired la... Suan le...

Sorry Yan Xiang Kor... for not fulfilling the promise... Sorry everyone at Toucht512... Haish.... Take Care...

2004-05-07T20:05:00.000+08:00

I cried... I cried... Finally... Tears that were drawn back for days and weeks.... unleased... I cried........

2004-05-07T16:15:00.000+08:00

Finally it's friday~! Keke... have spent one week in Republic Polytechnic and I have to say... I love RP! Yea! LOL~ Guess many people are gonna gimme a knock on my head soon with my "RP-Craze"... Keke... Republic Polytechnic is where I want to be in for the next 3 years definitely... I feel that RP is a place much different compared to the other Polytechnic... It's a fresh and new feeling and I just love it a lot... No lectures and no tutorials and that is one main thing that I love! Heehee~

Oh yea~ Touch512 is gonna official launch soon... After many many months of pre-run... finally, we are ready to launch... It's the ultimate wish and dream of the founding members to launch the station officially and I finally brought Touch512 to this dream that we thought was impossible with our low manpower... I feel very happy that Touch512 is progressing so well after I took over... I don't wish to let anyone down... Especially now we are doing well... this feeling grew even stronger... Many people are placing high hopes on Touch512... like Squall_Le, our Board of Directors and of course ourr listeners... If you guys have been listening to the station... I believe you guys should have sense that I have slackened a lot already... The old YongRong who appear on stream every night... to the YongRong who appears once in a while on stream now... Is it time to hand this station to someone more capable already? Or should I hold on? School is tiring... that's for sure... But it's enjoyable as well... Of course... I still have a undeniable passion for hosting... This passion will not fade so quickly... It's an ambition of mine... but... Can I really handle it? Will I be able to take it? Oh well......... Tough decision to make...

Something's bothering me... but I don't really know what... Somethings making me paranoid... But I don't know what exactly it is too... Perhaps the tireness in me is trying to sink my emotions... These few days... mood swing again... Emotions keeps fluctuating... What should I do? Argh....

I'm loss for words already... guess I should just end the blog here... Tomorrow is Mother's Day... hereby wishing all mothers in the world... Happy Mothers' Day...

2004-05-07T08:21:00.000+08:00

Like always, 5th day as a Republican... and...... I'm Loving It! Haha... Aiya... Anyway, gotten this new bloggie... Love the overall look... spent some time to get the look and the codes right... Hehe... Finally got it done late last night... Added some links and also a Windows Media Plugin for you to tune in to Touch512, my very own radio station (for more info, click on the link on the right!) while reading my blog or surfing the net...

Today's module is A111 Basic Numerical & Computer Applications, ahaha... The facilitator super Gao Xiao... "Laughing Out Loud"... Doing programming with Visual Basic Studio today... some problems in the beginning... Asked for JQ Jie's help... but end up no need her help cause I figured it out myself... Haha... I finished everything in just one hour from the start of the lesson... Gonna slack from now until 2pm sia... Haha...

Oh... as you can see... there's a new shoutout box by the side of this bloggie... do shout out to me once in a while ar... Don't leave the box to rot... Ok? Heehee... Don't let my effort go down the drain... Haha... Aiya... Go play with VB liaoz... Blog again after lessons today... =D

2004-05-06T23:03:00.000+08:00

Hiya everyone! Welcome to my new bloggie~! Hehe... Took some time to figure out the codes and stuffs... Enjoy yourself around here! =p